Melancholy

Something’s changed. Thought the weekend in the clouds had put it back, but it hasn’t. I don’t feel it anymore. Not the way it was, and it’s not because we’ve moved onto being more ‘mature’. It makes me sad. The lyrics don't touch me any more. I say the words and intellectually mean them as well. But in my heart, the specialness that was, seems to have melted away. But then, I should feel it sloshing around. I don’t. Perhaps its giving global warming a run for it’s money. Or perhaps its October in London. Or the intrusion of reality of the world around us. Does it matter? It was going to happen. Just didn't expect it this soon.



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